Guilt & Embaressing Moments

So…we have this incredibly cute IT guy who comes around to the office every two weeks or so. Today when he left I had that totally childish feeling of “please don’t go!”. Me being the casual bunny that I am…I called his office to get his cell number. All cool and collected. Just a customer with a question. The secretary on the other end of the line then says:”He’s just walked in. Here is…” and blugh. Not the plan at all! You know when a plan goes awfully wrong and you feel yourself blushing right down into your breasts? Well… I could have died. Smooth and casual my ass! I felt like a total moron PLUS now I feel guilty for non-casually hitting on a guy when I have a boyfriend. I don’t necessarily want to copulate with the man…. I would just like him in my life. Is that cheating? I feel guilty enough. And on a lighter note…TGIF!! Let’s go put Barbie on the barbeque!