Quoted: An Unearthly Love

“Your goodness can’t win God’s love. Nor can your badness lose it. But you can resist it. We tend to do so honestly. Having been rejected so often, we fear God may reject us as well. Rejections have left us skittish and jumpy. Like my dog Salty. He sleeps next to me on the couch as I write. He’s a cranky cuss, but I like him. We’ve aged together over the last fifteen years, and he seems worse for the wear. He’s a wiry canine by nature; shave his salt-and-pepper mop, and he’d pass for a bulimic Chihuahua. He didn’t have much to start with; now the seasons have taken his energy, teeth, hearing, and all but eighteen inches worth of eyesight.

Toss him a dog treat, and he just stares at the floor through cloudy cataracts. (Or, in his case, dogaracts?) He’s nervous and edgy, quick to growl and slow to trust. As I reach out to pet him, he yanks back. Still, I pet the old coot. I know he can’t see, and I can only wonder how dark his world has become.

We are a lot like Salty. I have a feeling that most people who defy and deny God do so more out of fear than conviction. For all our chest pumping and braggadocio, we are anxious folk – can’t see a step into the future, can’t hear the one who owns us. No wonder we try to gum the hand that feeds us.

But God reaches and touches. He speaks through the immensity of the Russian plain and the density of the Amazon rain forest. Through a physician’s touch in Africa, a bowl of rice in India. Through a Japanese bow or a South American abraço. He’s even been known to touch people through paragraphs like the ones you are reading. If he is touching you, let him.

Mark it down: God loves you with an unearthly love. You can’t win it by being winsome. You can’t lose it by being a loser. But you can be blind enough to resist it.

Don’t. For heaven’s sake, don’t. For your sake, don’t.

"Take in with all Christians the extravagant dimensions of Christ’s love. Reach out and experience the breadth! Test its length! Plumb the depths! Rise to the heights! Live full lives, full in the fullness of God" (Eph. 3:18–19 MSG).”

From 3:16, The Numbers of Hope
Copyright (W Publishing Group, 2007) Max Lucado

The Monday after the Saturday before…

“So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday night
And keep on letting him change all my plans
I’m either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that’s it”

Fiona Apple(2nd place to Alanis for runner up, as goddess of expressing complexity) says it best here. Except it wasn’t Friday night… it was Saturday night. And just like that the healing and attempt at closure is shattered and lying on the floor like the lovely bohemian outfit I was wearing…

But then in all honesty…I did look way to pure with that dress on and I guess it had to be corrected. Still… Casanova has made his return and the silly girl that is me is once again swooning like a 15 year old. That man has the incredible talent of directing waves of heat straight at my face then teasing me about the red cheeks, he causes. Tsk bloody tsk I say!!

So here I am reporting live from Idiot-in-love-ville once again. Some days I am a strong, intellectual, wise old soul…and other day I’m this… this bubble of emotion without a name.

Heaven help us!

Credits

If you had a bank that credited your account each morning with R86,400 – with no balance carried from day to day – what would you do? Well, you do have such a bank…time.

Every morning it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it rules off as "lost" whatever you have failed to use toward good purposes. It carries over no balances and allows no overdrafts. You can’t hoard it, save it, store it, loan it or invest it. You can only use it – time.

Surrogate mommy box…

Right, I admit I haven’t quite hopped into this box biologically yet. But for part of the day I play “surrogate” mom to 2 little boys. Children have this innate way of making you wonder if you really know anything at all.

Questions like:”if Jesus’ dad is God, why isn’t Mary God?” Or “can you ride an octopus?” “Are penquins dangerous?” “What would happen if you throw a bomb in the sea? But why would the fish die? What if you threw it in the pool instead?”.

When you get enough of these why and how and when’s…you kinda hit a brain freeze and eventually wonder if we adults have a clue at all. The most simplest question suddenly becomes unimaginably complex.

Today I got the “if you die, can you still grow?
…do you grow in heaven?
…why doesn’t your body go to heaven?…
but MacGuyver’s in heaven…
ME: who’s Macguyver??
Then a very agressive “My dog! If his body doesn’t go to heaven, how will I find him?”

Brain freeze……. Then I resort to the hard truth of “I don’t really now boy. I’m still figuring it out myself” just to get “why don’t you know?” And so we start again…

It completely undermines the notion of less is more…

It’s a very good idea to know what you really choose to believe before you deal with these questions AND to perhaps realize that the simplest answer will do. I try to encourage open-mindedness and acknowledging that we don’t know everything, but really…when in doubt… Go simple.

And… I don’t know is actually sometimes the best possibly answer.

Quote for today

“Our world has for too long conditioned us not to make waves. We don’t want to make a scene or disrupt the flow of things. As a result, we settle, quietly, much too often. If a problem is important to you, then that’s enough; that qualifies it as worthy. It’s important, because you are important.” – Dr Phil McGraw